Skin Crawling

Today is not a good day.

I feel like my skin is crawling and there's nothing I can do.  I feel like I need to be constantly moving but I'm sooooo tired and just want to rest.  I feel like I need to keep picking at things to make them perfect, but I'm really not doing any good.  I'm irritable.  I'm cranky.  I need to be in a safe place.  I need to curl in a ball in a tight fleece blanket and just hold myself... in a hammock.  That would make me happy.  Just rocking comfortably.  Things are going wrong at work today and some of my past mistakes are being brought to light and I just feel like I can't do anything right.  I can't focus and I can't relax.  I feel like everyone's watching and judging.  I feel like there's no where I can go to be alone.   I feel like I just want to be admitted to the hospital and just flush these damn meds out of my system.  No one tells you about the crappy stuff you have to go through to get off the meds.  It's dumb... hasn't anyone heard of a disclaimer?!?!   Ugh.  I hope this is all worth it in the end.  I hope that this uncomfortability only lasts for a short while.