Thursday, June 21, 2012

Ehh...

I don't really know what my dealio has been recently.  I just haven't been as happy.  I've been mopey and down and irritable and just overall not the most pleasant person to be around.

I do know that part of it started after my brother's wedding.  He and his new wife jetted off to a sunny honeymoon.  Don't get me wrong, I am super happy they were able to do it.  I also know that if the hubster and I would have taken off right after the wedding we would be a mess financially right now and probably wouldn't even be in the house we are in.  I am truly thankful we are in the house.  It's been a relief for us all.  It's just I'm a little sad for us and a little sad that we are getting caught up in life and seem to be losing the two of us.  We aren't trying to romance one another anymore.  We are just making it through one day at a time.  How does one get out of this horrible mess we've made?  How do you start romancing and making time for one another again? 

The growing stages of relationships hurt and I believe that's what this is.  We are over a year into our marriage and have been together over 7 yrs.  We are still in love and need to relearn how to show what's important.

As for running I completed two half marathons within two weeks of one another and also a 5K in the middle.  During this adventure of running I have made it so it's difficult to run long distances on my right knee.  I have finally gotten around to seeing a physical therapist and she's helping me with different exercises to strengthen my core and glutes...evidently those are important to running, lol ;)

I have my third PT appt. this evening and we shall see how that goes.  My booty hurts and I know it's getting stronger but dang.  It hurts to sit and pee, but at least I know it's working :)

I really want to get away just the two of us.
Limited cell action.
Fun times and laughter.

I just want to get away...